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Tuesday, April 30, 2013

Update Jean

Siblings that pass away have special meaning to us. They are often close in age to us and their death may bring to mind our own mortality. Life is no longer taken for granted. Someone from our generation has passed away. If the death is unexpected, there may be loose ends in the relationship that have not been dealt with. It is common that a death of a sibling brings upon a search for meaning. We may ask ourselves if we are accomplishing the goals that we have set for ourselves.


At the Funeral:


Prayer letter, April 2013 - Summer


April 17, 2013
Dear Beautiful Friends,
These last months have been full of God’s provision and care in my life. I am overwhelmed as I consider all that God has done. Thank you for your prayers and support during this time. Please rejoice with me at the provision of the Lord!

New Team:
Simon and Carina Gruber arrived in January, God’s special gift to me. I have been praying for new teammates to be able to continue to live and work in Karamoja. Simon and Carina are God’s perfect provision for my needs. Simon is an enthusiastic outdoors man who loves the Lord and is passionate about teaching God’s Word to the people here. Carina has a gentle and compassionate heart for people and for animals. As a vet doctor she will help us open doors into the community through animal health. I am very grateful for both of them.


Motorcycle:
When I had to say goodbye to our last truck, I wondered what I should do. I looked at the resources I had and decided to buy a motorcycle. A motorcycle is good for traveling between villages and can reach places that a truck can’t. So I bought a dirt bike (Yamaha AG 100) and expected it to be my primary means of transportation for a while (not my most favorite thought, but a girl’s gotta do what a girl’s gotta do). My first solo ride: Mbale to Kaabong, 416 km one way on the dirt roads of Karamoja. Beautiful scenery, gorgeous blue skies, open spaces. But, not going to lie, it’s not the most comfortable ride in the world (especially for that distance!). And, I’m not really over the ‘fear of death’ aspect of riding a motorcycle, so I can’t quite enjoy the scenery yet. Plus, as God provided new teammates for me, I recognized that it wasn’t the most practical means of getting around. Three people on a motorcycle, though common in Uganda, is not ideal. A motorcycle is a great thing to have as a team resource; it will be used for doing local things (like Bible studies or vet programs in nearby villages), but not for long-distance commutes (especially when we have to bring supplies for 3-4 months at a time). So I praise God for my motorcycle and praise God for His provision, but I also praise God that He enabled me to buy a truck as well. I feel so lavished in God’s love. He is providing not just the bare basics but He is providing for ALL of my needs!


Vehicle:
Today I drove my new land cruiser for the first time! I love sitting behind the wheel, discovering this new machine. It was difficult to find a good vehicle at a decent price in the maze of car lots and con-men, but I prayed and I believe God directed me. My friend Aaron, a mechanic, checked this one for me and gave me the OK, so I went forward with confidence. I look forward to the many adventures I will have in it. I look forward to all the places that God will take me. I look forward to seeing what roads God will open up for me and for the ministry. This vehicle is a physical reminder of the presence and the provision of God in my life. In a week where I am faced with changes and challenges, it is God’s gift to me to remind me that it is He who is keeping me here, He who is guiding me, He who will sustain me. Thank you to every person who contributed to this provision. You have been more than just a blessing; you have been a tool of ministry to me and to the people of Karamoja. I am dedicating this vehicle to the Lord, to be used for Him to the utmost of His glory.
For those interested, I bought a 1993 Land Cruiser VX, turbo, 4x4, 80 series with a rebuilt engine. It has a study roof rack; good tires (with two spares), high lift jack, flood lights and even a small frig! It’s also a really pretty silvery color. I think it will be good for the roads of Karamoja. My only complaint is that it’s an automatic, I would much rather have a manual, but you can’t have everything!


Training:
On January23, I began a ten week training course with the Baptist Mission. My teammates for this training were a delightful mix of people- Simon and Carina Gruber were from Germany, John, James and Elice were from South Sudan (Dinka), Teko Simon, Ngole, Nalobe were from Uganda (Karamoja), the Lewis Family was from America, the Jeriamidass Family was from India/America. How amazing that God would take us from all these corners of the world and put us together in Lotim!?! This is the church. This is the body of Christ. We are united together through the blood of Jesus Christ, through grace, through love. We are called together by one commission “Go into all the world and make disciples…” And we have come together with one purpose, to be strengthened and equipped for the work that Jesus has called us to.

Throughout the course of this training we lived in simple mud huts with thatched grass roofs. We fetched water from the borehole at the bottom of the hill. We lived without electricity of any kind; kerosene lanterns were our only source of light at night. We cooked over charcoal fires and ate only pocho, beans, rice and small amounts of produce. We lived simply so that we could more aptly identify with the peoples around us. There is sacrifice in living simply, there is discomfort, frustration, hardship, but there is also joy and true gratitude for the provisions that we have. There is growth and learning as we humble ourselves and choose to do the hard things.

Days were filled with the tasks of survival, with classes, language learning, building relationships with the communities around us and fellowship with one another. Sometimes my brain hurt by the end of the day due to all of the learning and growing that it was doing. The classes focused on language learning, church planting and spiritual disciplines. They were fantastic. I loved digging into the Scriptures purposely and intensely. I loved listening as the Scriptures were read in four languages and discussed in those languages. I love praying together, all of our voices lifting to the One Living God, yet all of our voices speaking in our own languages.

Two days a week were dedicated to going out to the villages. Our task was to find people of peace and to build relationships with them. It was exciting to see how God directed each one of our paths to different villages, to different people whom God had prepared to welcome us. It was wonderful to build relationships with the local people and to practice language. I was hugely encouraged that by the end of the training I was able to tell a very simplified story of Jesus healing the blind man in Ng’Karamojong- and the people understood it!!! Slowly, slowly I am making progress. Someday I pray that I will be able to speak the Words of Jesus to the people of Karamoja fluently. For today, I rejoice in this small victory and press forward with the task of language learning.

God used our village visits to plant seeds of truth and we pray that those seeds will someday bear fruit. The above picture is of a man named Hunington. Hunington was an elder in a village that Simon and Carina visited, but soon he became a friend to all of us. He was a true “man of peace”, a man of influence that opened his community to us through hospitality. He was also interested in spiritual things and showed a keen interest in the Bible. He had completed the equivalent of third grade and could read at a very basic level, but when we gave him an Ng’Karamojong Bible, he was thrilled. He began to carry the Bible with him everywhere and read passages with enthusiasm. And because he was a respected man, people would listen to him as he read. Though he reads slowly and has no Biblical knowledge, we believe that God will teach him and use him to share his word in this community.

After starting relationships and seeing God at work, it was difficult to leave the Lotim area. This is the area that Tom once dreamed of settling our team, it is an area that I have hoped would someday become our home. But the logistics of living in this remote location are daunting. During the rainy season it will be nearly inaccessible by any kind of vehicle. So we continue to pray for guidance and direction for where we are to settle. In the meantime we rejoice in the partnerships that God has given us for the sake of the Gospel. Here in Kaabong (about 23km from Lotim), God has raised up three local men who have hearts to serve the Lord through church planting. These three, Ngole, Nalobe and Teko Simon participated in the training with us. They are amazing guys and I know that God will use them powerfully to be witnesses to their own people. Please pray for them as they begin their ministry. Pray that even if we are not able to live and work in Lotim, God would send others (such as these) in our place.

The training was an answer to prayer, a provision of God for all of us. It was the perfect introduction for Simon and Carina to begin their work in Karamoja. It was a safe place for us to get to know one another and to see our strengths and weaknesses in action. God is so good! This training provided us with a new beginning for the next chapter of ministry for my team.


Borehole:
In order to live in Lotim for the training, we needed to provide the community with a borehole. This fulfilled a need for the community as well as satisfied the practical needs of the training. Water is a need. Butte Bible Fellowship in Chico raised the money for this borehole but unfortunately, the actual cost of the borehole was much higher than we expected! But it was no problem for God, He was already at work providing through another organization (in association with the Baptists).
They raised the entire amount so I can use the money from Butte Bible for another borehole later down the road. Since I don’t know exactly where God is leading my team in the future, I am very grateful for this borehole money! I am sure that God will use it! Today, take the time to appreciate going to the sink and getting a glass of water.

This is a privilege that most people in the world have never experienced…

The Future:
A few months ago I was meeting with my area leader and she asked me “How has Jesus kept you today?” Jude 1 “To those who have been called, who are loved by God the Father and kept by Jesus Christ…” This is a most excellent question, one that has stuck with me today. In writing the above I was reflecting on the keeping power of Jesus in my life. He has given me these physical reminders that He is at work. He is keeping me here, He is providing for my needs so that I can physically remain in Karamoja. He has also kept me in my calling. As circumstances have changed, people have changed, situations have changed, God’s calling on my life remains the same: His calling to obedience, to be poured out for the sake of the Gospel, to the glory of His name. He has kept me in His love. In situations I feel lonely, His love is enough. As I learn new culture, His love abounds to me to enable to me to love others. His love is deep and powerful, it is sustaining. I am here because Jesus is keeping me. Apart from Jesus I would not be here, but because of Jesus I am filled with joy and I partake in abundant life.

How is Jesus keeping you today?
As I look at how Jesus has kept me up to this point, I know that He will continue to keep me in His perfect will. But I would appreciate your prayers as we continue to seek God to know where He wants us to go and what He wants us to do. We have enjoyed a positive relationship with KACHEP for this last year, but we feel that God is moving us forward. Our heart is for the people who do not have access to the Gospel, which means we need to move out from Nabilatuk. We will continue to live and work in Nabilatuk alongside KACHEP until God shows us what to do. We are walking by faith.

Thank you for your continued love, prayers and support. I am so glad God put you on my team!
With love,
Summer




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Saturday, April 27, 2013

Update

its been a rough week, but also an amazing time to be surrounded by family. after 4 days of traveling i reached usa for my brother Tom's burial. now i am preparing to return in the whirlwind. there is still so much to do and i've been getting some pressure to return quickly and sell everything that has been bought with our donations over the years and return it to CVM. the first half of my 'goodbye tour' was focused on the south - getting personal stuff sorted thru and distributed, getting bank accounts, visas, memberships and taxes sorted out, reconnecting (somehow) with the missionary community.
this has been hard at times, i've felt like the elephant in the room at times....its hard for friends or other missionaries to know what to do with my situation. its awkward and confronting for some, embarrassing and painful for others. but change is change and life and death, beginning and ending - this IS real. it seems right to face the next steps with honesty and with hope of the future that is laid out in front of me. it has been a blessing to take the time to embrace, to thank Ugandans face to face, to ask forgiveness and blessings, to accept blame and to give forgiveness, to say goodbye and to muse about tomorrow while we reminisce about sweet memories and times together.
after i land, i'll make my way back up to karamoja - sort and sell stuff that Tom has gone thru, set up KACHEP's solar system in the stone house for their offices, have a week long visioning & planning workshop with KACHEP with an outside facilitator, take time with weekly trainings for animal health staff (including Dr Carina Gruber), to visit friends in Karamojong towns and villages...pray under the stars, strum that guitar, fellowship with Summer, visit the goat project and chicken project recipients, and to prepare for Uttermost Ministries team who arrive in 2 weeks.
UM will be taking over for CVM to umbrella KACHEP. for more information how to donate to KACHEP thru UM - contact Paul Elmhorst -cc'd above

pray for my journey. I've been slightly sick since Sunday, but saw a doctor yesterday and have started on some meds that seem to be clearing me up. of course, i'm drained by jet lag, lack of sleep, sadness and emotions of losing my brother. i'm grateful for the time i had with him and my mom dec and jan. and this turn of events gives me more and more reason to be near family for the next couple of seasons

pray for my mother -to lose a child is very difficult.
pray for KACHEP that their visioning workshop would give them insight on what God would have them do in the future. I  was encouraged by their work when i returned and how impressed other NGO's have been with their followup and quality accountability.
pray that my health would be strengthened
pray that He would be strong as i am weak

in Him
Jean

Monday, April 22, 2013

going for burial

thanks for your prayers, this new wrinkle in my path is readily identified in Karamoja. Death is part of life, and its more understandable than most of the running around we wazungus do.  my brother's death gave us common ground to segue my departure and be open and raw with other changes, death puts life and love, friendship and war in perspective 

i was able to take a night in Rachel's village halfway up the Mt Kadam, and then she rode on the back of the piki (motorbike) with me to quickly hug the KACHEP staff in Nabilatuk and pray the night away under glorious starry skies. a welcome relief from the heavy rains that covered us as we biked down the mountain. a rather exciting and challenging journey -filled with memorable singing and conversations, not to mention both the soles of my boots coming off.

While in Nabilatuk, Asio, our amazing local mechanic who has no use of his legs, worked on the yamaha 225 which hasn't been started since Miriam left in July. He and Andres got it fired up by 10pm

i was up at 5am on our old compound (where Summer has beenliving since we left last year) to enjoy sweet alone time, and then I continued on the piki down to the big city Mbale, where i left the bike to hop on a rickety bus. it seemed like a better option at the time, so i could rest a bit and because the electrical system was on and off on the piki.

the bus overheated a few times, making the journey a bit like a mobile sauna...the engine is found just behind the drivers seat where the aisle begins - so, the turn boy kept opening up the floor boards and pouring jugs of water into the belching beast along the way. i hopped off the bus in Jinja where the local travel agent, Patience came to the rescue to get me the ticket - even without having all the funds

Summer and Carina then took me to the airport after i hosed off the mud and haphazardly packed  my belongings that might be considered worthy of america - including some chapati flour and 6 bottles of krest.traffice was horrific when we got to the capitol city of Kampala-so Mukisa came to the rescue! meeting us on the road and zipping in and out of back bumpy roads to get me to the airport 'just in time' and my overweight luggage went thru.

I'm in Amsterdam now - grateful and thankful to all that held me and helped me get here. The wake is Tuesday and funeral is wednesday in Elm Grove, wi - in case you are in the neighborhood. i hope to get my cell phone working 415 858 4262

pray that the Lord would continue to sustain me, and to be with my mom and Tom's family - they are already in Wisco -during this huge gathering. pray that it would be a time of healing and that His light would shine brightly, that Tom's death would produce fruits and joy beyond measure, that nothing would go to waste

pray that i would be able to return to Uganda to finish what i have been tasked to do, and also what I long to do - to love and hold and to let go. my ticket says 4 may - we'll see what God says about that...

Friday, April 19, 2013

Prayer request

My brother Tom just died at my mothers home in the USA. The funeral is tuesday. Please pray for peace and way for me to quickly return.
Jean

Thursday, April 18, 2013

step by step

tomoro this gal will finally get back to Karamoja. its been almost a year, yet it still draws me near, forces me to smile, excites me -yet at this season, it causes me anxiety too.

i ruminate how i will be received -now that i am on my final 2 months of being a Ugandan resident. after i leave Uganda 2 june , i'll return as 'just a visitor'; albeit a visitor with a rich history and past joys and struggles in Karamoja -none the less, a visitor. But - so much has changed in my personal life, and thus in the perception of outsiders in 'who i am'. even in my chaos -i hold on to the truth that God is the same yesterday as today and tomoro...

its gotten 'easier' since i arrived in Uganda at the end of last month, pushing forward and visiting friends -both  expat and local. but there are still times of struggle - the best tack seems to admit fault and move on. to take time alone in the word, to enter into worship, to revel at His creation, to exercise regularly and to get rest.

saying thanks, and goodbye

to do what i'm supposed to do, and not more - and not less. to rest in Him, that He is God, He is in control

if i'm square with God -the words will come as needed, when i get in those awkward situations. this is life, and i am in the thick of it. broken and weak, but still His precious daughter. i stand in Him

i'm still growing, still healing -like layers of an abalone shell

pray for me as i journey -that the piki would be ready by the morning, that the roads would be smooth, that my heart would continue to mend

Monday, April 8, 2013

Please pray


Please pray for me as I'm here, having time to say goodbye, to 'give them love and give them wings', and for me to embrace the memories, regrets and even the profound joy of being in my favorite places in the world crowds in on me and makes my heart heavy and weary. 

Beseech that the Holy Spirit would breathe into me that I  might overcome the sense of sad loss, of so much that once was, now uncompleted and unfulfilled.
Jean

Saturday, April 6, 2013

Prayer letter KACHEP

Greetings in the name of the Lord.

Thanks go to the Lord who has made us to go through the old year and begin a good new year 2013

Let me share how the KACHEP Ethnovet products have changed the lives of the rural women. KACHEP is producing Neem products, and one of them is the Neem oil. This multipurpose tree was planted by early missionaries, and we have planted thousands of trees in various villages. Hand production of neem oil by hand is time intensive. Women gather, sort and dry seeds which they crush to make Neem oil. The seeds are collected from the ground, sorted, outer flesh removed, seed pit split, pulled apart and ground using special local stones. The oil is then squeezed and packaged. More than five women are involved in this activity gathering twice a week at KACHEP office. The Neem leader Anna Lojalu has grandchildren who were attacked by scabies all over their skin, giving them painful, itchy and contagious wounds. However she never had money to take them to the nearest health center.

Anna Lojalu informed Joshua on how scabies had attacked her family, and Joshua advised her to use Neem oil which she was making.  Anna Lojalu used this oil for three weeks, and it helped to transform the skins of her grandchildren in the Manyattas. Now, many other women who saw how well Neem oil worked are coming to office all the time looking for oil. Anna has now embarked seriously to produce Neem oil and tell other people about its healing properties.  This has become her means of livelihood. She sells it and gets money to buy food and pay school fees for some of her grandchildren. She is now training more women on producing the Neem oil and most community members have liked the project.

We thank our friends who have been supporting this project so much. May the Lord bless you!

Prayer requests
  • Sustainable funding of the Neem project
  • God’s provision for the staff after June (as CVM support ends), and a smooth transition to Uttermost Ministries (see below)
  • We thank you all for the support
  • Pray for Chairman Loumo John who just survived a car accident in Moroto
God bless you,
Mukisa

A note from Jean Grade:  Christian Veterinary Mission is phasing out its support of KACHEP at the end of June.  For this reason, I (Jean) am pleased to introduce Uttermost Ministries who has stepped forward to cover KACHEP funding channels. Uttermost Ministries is part of my home church (Our Father’s House, 501(c) 3) in Chili, WI.  Paul Elmhorst, its founder, has visited KACHEP twice.

What does this mean?  You can still support KACHEP financially for tax donations.  Uttermost Ministries will help to send out regular prayer letter updates and hold the team financially and spiritually accountable. This is a key to sustainability and for me to become less as others become more. I have been convicted lately that I am just a table server.  Some water, others plant –I want to be mindful to step back and let the Lord work. He’s in the kitchen, planning the menu, seasoning it all –I have been blessed to be His table server. Thanks for joining us in the meal.

To set up your support; or any questions you may have –contact Paul and Mary Elmhorst at pmelmhorst@tds.net  or (715) 937-4004

I’ll be in Uganda by Easter and had hoped in June to return stateside with Mukisa and Mr Loumo, unfortunately, the US Embassy denied their visas. This frustrated them and us who had worked so hard to ‘make it happen’. Immediately, I feared what might evolve/dissolve if they wouldn’t come to the states to meet Uttermost Ministries team and set up working terms, to meet supporters, develop grant writing skill from someone other than me… thankfully, Uttermost Ministries is committed to KACHEP, won’t you join them, too?
Now, I am just trying to step back, cease striving and let God be God (and other members in the body). I have peace in letting go, trusting the Lord whom we serve to complete the work He has started.

Waiting for the banquet,
Jean
 
  • Looking for a video grapher join me in May to make a video of KACHEP’s work. Interested?
  • Pray for wisdom

Anna Lojalu –front, next to Jean. Behind her is Nalem Rose, another KACHEP field worker, who was tragically killed a couple of months ago when a gang of warriors starting shooting in her village after wounding KACHEP's guard

 

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