tomoro this gal will finally get back to Karamoja. its been almost a year, yet it still draws me near, forces me to smile, excites me -yet at this season, it causes me anxiety too.
i ruminate how i will be received -now that i am on my final 2 months of being a Ugandan resident. after i leave Uganda 2 june , i'll return as 'just a visitor'; albeit a visitor with a rich history and past joys and struggles in Karamoja -none the less, a visitor. But - so much has changed in my personal life, and thus in the perception of outsiders in 'who i am'. even in my chaos -i hold on to the truth that God is the same yesterday as today and tomoro...
its gotten 'easier' since i arrived in Uganda at the end of last month, pushing forward and visiting friends -both expat and local. but there are still times of struggle - the best tack seems to admit fault and move on. to take time alone in the word, to enter into worship, to revel at His creation, to exercise regularly and to get rest.
saying thanks, and goodbye
to do what i'm supposed to do, and not more - and not less. to rest in Him, that He is God, He is in control
if i'm square with God -the words will come as needed, when i get in those awkward situations. this is life, and i am in the thick of it. broken and weak, but still His precious daughter. i stand in Him
i'm still growing, still healing -like layers of an abalone shell
pray for me as i journey -that the piki would be ready by the morning, that the roads would be smooth, that my heart would continue to mend
JT Grade DVM, PhD
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